Saturday, June 04, 2005
*Agua De Beber*
Told everyone that I'm asleep. But I'm still wide awake, thinking so much things through this quiet solemn night, as if it was planned for me to be set aside time and think about things. I've thinking too much that I can't sleep. As detailed, Ling will know why.
Now that I can't get to sleep. Just wanna get every single thing out of my mind before my tiny weanie mini brain will just ka-boom. Things will be fine, I know they will be. As for now, I will continue to pray and I need to say what's in my mind. I didn't have a chance to voice at the right time.
Just now when I met up with baby. I'm feeling fantastic. I meant it. It's like "wah....finally and all" Though it's only 1 day but everything happening around me, made my yesterday so dragging and all. Hate it.
Everything is fine till we are on the way home from the training centre. We fought about sth weird. I'm not going to stir trouble right now but just let all the humans around me know what am i like, esp baby and maybe my ex-s if they are even reading and know that i have a blog. I love to play around with my love one so PLEASE
<- notice this word!do not take it to heart and think that I'm serious. Okay, i admit that I will give all of you a shock of ur life and even when u're about to tug in- u will freak out at the thgt of it. It's just me acting to scare u guys. Play around with me k baby? I'm not going to eat you up, it's impossible so. PLEASE. This is me. I heard what you said, i will note down. So, please dont treat me that I'm gonna wallop you.
I saw two meani-meanS on the train home. Okay, this two weirdos looks weird and retarded. Please la. If you wanna bitch, bitch naturally k? Dumb enough to let the whole singapore population know that you people are bitching. *sign=wtf* I hand signed to baby on the train about the morons. Well...some people just need some drama class. They are woodlanders! great. disgrace to my grave that i'm also 1. I hope I'm not gonna need to take half-a-glance at them man. hear me..i said half a glance, it's not a look. They are different.
Ling, I thought of what you said. You are right. Lucky, I didn't do anything foolish. The price I'm gonna pay is freaking high. Well...I'll be fine as soon as things are alright.
hey girl, thanks so muchAnother thing- MY ASS HURTS!HELL, i don't know why! sigh. anw, i can make use of this to get MC for my Thailand trip which is 9th June'05 and returning on 12th June'05. I wil be having presentation on 13th June. Great huh. Meaning I have to practice my presentation when I'm over there. uh huh.. dieded.
Baby will be leaving for Su Zhou early july for 2 weeks. BOO...Well, it's for his sport sake. I'm a independent girl. =) but i will miss him so so so much!!!! But baby, remember dont rush your training okay? Take your time. It scare n hurt me to see you fail to lift know? You can do it, just don't rush. =) love you sweet. Thanks for the testimonial. -hug-
I'll be going to view my new apartment at my neighbour's place! BOO WEE KONG! haha. We r now calling each other "neighbour". hahaha. COMICAL. Tmr morning i think... so tmr gym session will still be cardio. actually planned to go for pilates but i oughta spend some time with mummy and choose my new room *my motive*. Yeah.. nothing much.
What's on tmr after Church? Have no idea. Hmm well.. okay everything is out. I need to flush to sleep.
YAWN......totally drained. It's 2am now. I swear i will wake up at 10am cos my stupid body doesnt wanna sleep LONG. Okay good night.
My lil' prayer God, maybe it's you want me to learn from whatever is happening around me. I will but I still need you to guide me through every single moment. As wonderful as you can be god, I'm glad to be with you.Amen.
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